I love what I have been able to do, but there are sacrifices along the way. I will indulge myself in five seconds of fear in this post…
Watching football pisses me off now.
I love watching football. I used to do my math and science homework in front of the NFL Sunday binge-fest.
Now, I haven’t watched a full football game in over three years. I am into my fourth season (coincidentally coinciding with my tour of duty at my current school) and as I watch “Pardon the Interruption,” I realize how far removed I am now. I used to be able to watch PTI and follow the NFL world. But now, amidst having hours off since Labour Day as opposed to having days off, I am watching PTI and getting frustrated with the fact that my storylines are so different from those on the screen.
I want to be able to watch football again. I want to be able to enjoy this. Part of the next phase – the next step in recovery – will allow me to do so.