Day 188

2PM:

There is a kindness in my eyes that gets drowned out.  Until I can reclaim healthy, reclaim sanity, reclaim all of the bits that have been tarnished and taken away by work and my brother and last year’s indiscretions…

Until I reclaim, people will overlook that kindness, will take it for granted, will abuse me with a pat on the back.

There is kindness in my actions today: I took duty from someone who seemed really stressed out, someone who gave me hope and a kind hand last Friday with the student story (when I was feeling especially abused).  This was not repaying the debt, but an attempt to reclaim the kindness that I know is in the world, is in my world and is in my eyes.

There is a kindness in my eyes.

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