Day 140

4:45AM:

She loves me,

She loves me not,

She loves me,

She loves me not,

She loves me,

She loves me not,

She loves me,

She loves me not,

She loves me,

She loves me not,

She loves me,

She loves me not,

She loves me,

She loves me not,

She loves me,

She loves me not,

She loves me,

She loves me not,

She loves me,

She loves me not,

She loves me…

So then why does she hurt me like she does, not appear to care about the pain she inflicts – has inflicted – by not making her words of love, our love and faith, the belief I have in her and turning them into actions.

She loves me.  I love her.  I believe in her and have faith in love.  But why doesn’t she appear to care that I feel fucked, that I cry…

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