So an update: slept really well, even after drinking a bit (nothing out of the ordinary though and not for the wrong reasons). Not quite sure if it’s because of the two extra portions or what, but going to give it another shot tonight (because exhaustion cures the issues of an insomnia sometimes). It’s ok that we’re not quite sure.
I would pray for patience, for strength, for wisdom, for serenity, for love, for courage, for respect and support, but I’m not really the praying/religious type. Instead, I will look to the things in which I feel God resides (it’s funny how I can be so comfortable with my relationship with God not being part of an institution, being part of me and not necessarily similar to anyone else’s relationship, not be self-conscious about that and yet, here we are because I get so distressed about the minutiae of food, resting, activities…) = love:
PHILOSOPHY OF POOH
“People say nothing is impossible, but I do nothing every day.”
“If there ever comes a day when we can’t be together, keep me in your heart. I’ll stay there forever.”
“If you live to be 100, I hope I live to be 100 minus 1 day, so I never have to live without you.”