Day 54

3AM:

To have feelings without antecedents, or at least antecedents that are proportional…

Does that mean the feelings don’t matter, because there are no apparent antecedents?  Crying without being sad, bashing my head and getting angry without being frustrated?

Or does that mean the antecedents are missing, unrealized, ghosts of a former life (a life we are looking to regain)?

Is this too much thinking?  Do I just need to look up, to smell the roses so to speak? – questions that no one other than I can answer…

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