Day 42

10AM:

Signs of tired/fatigue are quite prevalent today: worried about my stomach/abs, getting really bugged my messiness and anxious about deciphering feelings (and guess what, no one is a mind-reader fuckhead; part of life is belief/trusting other people, including your wife).

I don’t want to bubble-wrap my days when this happens.  This is an indication, a sign – one that we are so much better at understanding than we used to be and as such, one that we don’t get sucked into anymore (spiral thinking 101).  Instead, we need to understand it and use it, not run away from it.

But the fact that we do understand it, that it is in an open forum, that it is clear to both of us (the symptoms and the reasons behind them) and that we can fight it together.

I love that.

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